Here are the lies that this
world tells me:
· I am unworthy.
I should not want to be known for anything other than that; for if I
were then pride might take its place in my life and make me unaware of
compassion! (The world's scam!)
· I am unworthy.
If I felt anything other than this then contentment might takes its
place in my life and I wouldn’t need to seek anything more than what I now have! (The world's game!)
· I am unworthy.
If I felt anything other than this then peace may seep into my
subconscious to ease my guilt and finally liberate my mind! (The world's trap!)
This lifetime of unworthiness
serves a purpose, the world tells me!
It keeps me aware of what I
am. (The world's lie!!!)
But, lately something else is
calling out to me
other than this sham called shame.
I’ve stopped for a moment to
ponder that voice….
for it’s calling out my name!
Something in my innermost
being tells me
that to “surrender” is a way to begin.
Truly, I’ve been waging this war for far too
long
with my pride against my sin!
My inner voice tells me to kneel to this
commander
but I am unfamiliar and
unaware;
I simply do not have
knowledge of this chain-of-command
and until now I didn’t care!
Who is this leader that
inherently demands my respect?
He is definitely someone more important than I.
I’m torn in two; I don’t want
to care
but my soul won’t let this slip by!
This Commander knows things
on a grand scale-
Bigger than I temporarily understand!
Things beyond comprehension but not beyond apprehension-
for my mind has begun to expand.
I’m aware that this
unworthiness wants to leave me
but it is uncomfortable
because I don’t deserve such release.
How do I let go of something
that inherently belongs to
me?
I ponder this choice; can I find worthiness again?
I truly do not know the
answer!
But compassion tells me it is absolutely possible
and so does this merciful Commander.
This world keeps telling me I
am unworthy;
I am un-deserving,
forevermore.
My mind agrees and tells me
that I am unworthy
but my soul tells me I am made for more.
I’ve made a choice! I am
releasing this pain!
It’s been haunting me enough in this lifetime!
I do not want to because it feels like a friend
but I think I’ve found a lifeline.
Humanity tells me I don’t
deserve a thing
but this Commander, God tells
me I do.
My soul has been given a second
chance!
My mindset has been made new.
Somehow my spirit feels wide
open
and I know that I am
eternally well.
My eyes look up into the heavenlies
to thank God whose leadership never fails.
“Believe a Lie”, the world tells us all….and the damned fall in line under its spell.
But with this new Commander,
God I stand released and free
And my soul sings “It is
well”.
In Honor of T.T.
RvH
Song Recommendation:
Redeemed
BY: Big Daddy Weave
(Please do not miss this song! Go to link below)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzGAYNKDyIU
Quote from Song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzGAYNKDyIU
Quote from Song:
"I don't have to be the old man inside of me
His days are long dead and gone!
Because I've got a new name…a new life
I'm not the same…..
and a hope that will carry me home!
I am Redeemed!
You've set me free"
Big Daddy Weave